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Thursday, July 09, 2009
ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!What a lousy day. 3 papers back. None passed. LOUSYLOUSYLOUSY:( The worse defeat for the girl who NEVER failed her major exams from nursery to sec4. Felt even more shitty when I broke down after school in class after I couldn't stand the accumulated pressure of the entire day's events. Failed exams + stomachache + feeling nauseus. Feeling so lousy. Thank goodness it was after school. ARGH. LOSER! Gotta be stronger. Must.Not.Cry.Stupid.Crybaby. The world doesn't revolve around me. The sun will still shine the next day. There are larger things in life than studies.(though the focus now IS on studies) Must be happy. Although tomorrow will definitely be another horrid day. But then again, how bad could it get? STUPID WISDOM TOOTH/GUM!! PAIN:( Tuesday, July 07, 2009
      Okay. The not so glam photos i managed to take:D I'm too lazy to do tagging on FB(: so i'll just plonk them here:D Your loss, if you don't read my blog:D And sorry for blurred pics. Good night!:D
HELLO:D
I shall not blog about exams. It was utterly depressing and demoralising. GO AWAY!! ARGGGGH!! SATURDAY K-session was called off:( I was looking forward to that alot. DANG D: Change of plans. Went to cousin's house. Wendy jie jie's 21st birthday party!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!:D Dylan sooo cute!!!:D Sadly, i didn't get to wait for the rest of the babies. Left for class bbq at Sian Lin's house at Kembangan(: BBQ was good! Poking the chicken was even better!! Sharing the marshmellow i bbq-ed was the best!!! I loved it when people appreciated my bbq-ed marshmellow:D Actually, i just like being appreciated, that's all(: LOL when Lee Chuang attempted to throw ice down Cheryl's back AND FRONT. Main people bbq-ing: Lee Chuang and Cheryl and Brenda and Li Yin attempted to be butter girl. LOL when Joseph poked the chicken for 5 min before giving up and then going back to poke again.( cuz i had been poking for more that 1/2 hour?? haha) I do hope Yee Ling' stomach is better:D LOL when Wang Rui just gobbled my marshmellow after i stood at the fire for dunno how long. Oh well, that's her normal reaction anyway:D More Card games. SUNDAY --continued from saturday. Sang Ting's birthday song together at 12mn:D Stinky room! Slight emo-ness and fear. People left: Sian Lin( DUH! His house.), Li Yin, Brenda, Yee Ling and me:3 Sorry for being a stupid,selfish, spoilt and troublesome brat who brought people so much inconvenience wherever i went.I'm so sorryD: Thanks for being nice and understanding people(: Played cards till 4 where i attempted to fall asleep, but it was pratically impossible:D So i "woke up" at 5.30am and played cards again.LOLXD Took the mrt back to pasir ris at 6 plus with the rest. We split ways and went home to sleep whle i cringed at whatsoever scolding i was about to receive but didn't really get. PHEW. Reached home at 7 plus. Shit, bathe, dry hair + watch kekkaishi on TV until 8am. Went to sleep and woke up at 2pm. haha:D Then went to ahma hse. Ah ma thought my sis was me and cooked tom yam soup with the intention of cooking for me but ultimately ended up in sis's stomach. Sadded D: Watched FMA brotherhood till ep5:D Home. Slept damn early, despite sleeping till 2pm. MONDAY Watched Transformers with 4r4 peeps at ehub!! Weilin, Chengboon, Kelvin. The queue was damn long. Chengboon and Kelvin were already queuing up le. Apparently i was late but Weilin was even later!!:D Nah, my bad, cuz i live just 5 mins away, so the mere fact that i'm late by 5mins means...XD The movie was GREAT GREAT GREAT!!!:D I liked Bumblebee more than Optimus Prime, though Optimus Prime was WAY COOLER at the last part:D Weilin and i were like OMG-ing throughout. Yep, noisy peeps-.= I couldn't finish my green apple green tea:/ All rushed to the toilet after long long movieXD Zu'An joined us for lunch( after ps-ing us for movie). TSKTSK those people bully me sia.. i remembered i chose my seat CAREFULLY D: Shared fish soup with Weilin( and got hungry in the middle of the pool game:x) Arcade! Haix.. that was for banging other people's car. I WANT TO TRY THE NEW JUKEBOX MACHINE!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG SOOO KEWLXZXZ!!:D Zu'An left. Met up with Teck Li for pool. Apparently he was LATE again, AS USUAL:D Those games were good cuz most of the time we were only left with the black ball:D Teck Li was there to give free shots. I owned Kelvin cuz he shot the black ball in on his own accord:D Cheng Boon and Green!! Wei Lin played rather well, considering that the last time she played was at NSRCC r4 class chalet:D And lastly, "you laugh, i fall" XDXDXD Took MRT to Tampines One to meet TG:3 Walked around abit with BeeCheng and YeeLing who didn't went to watch movie with the rest. Met up with the rest which includes Bee,Yee Ling, Bao Yi, MeiLing , Rui Shan, Winnie( who gave me a mega hug when she saw me) AIYA! Missed Theresa and Serene AGAIN!!!D: And THAT Geraldine never come again=.= (SEE!! I mentioned your name and miraculously my com didn't crash!!:D Am I good or what?:D) Dinner at EastLink. And then went shopping for MEILING'S SLIPPER( which gave way!! The poor girl was like dragging her feet. The funniest part was when she tried to dash for the lift. I didn't see it but i heard "anguish cries' when she missed the button. LOL) At last, she bought a pair of red shoes at Royal Sporting House for say, 29 bucks?:D A little bit more shopping... I BOUGHT A REDDISH PINK SHIRT AND A GREY SHIRT FOR $17.90 IN TOTAL:D Even cheaper than CottonOn !! :D And i can finally cancel off the statement SHIOK-ness!!:3 But alas, school starts tmr. And i dread school:( I really dread schoolD: I HATE feeling helpless:( HAIX. The Vicious Cycle we must all go through. But I believe we can do it! PS: I HATE USING THE COM! So hard to underline stuff with all the double clicks:( I prefer the laptop, which my sis koped. Monday, June 29, 2009
Just one of those days where everything just feels so out of place, so insignificant, so emo-fied.And it's not even because of the econs paper. I'm guessing it's the weather. I miss all of you:( Really badly:( So hard to smile nowadays. I wonder where the essentric me has gone to:( I don't even feel like blogging on how i went trl to mug again, saw Nicolette, Juliet and SuTing( which makes me wonder where SITING is) and YouMing and JieWei and the rest and how meiling was SUPER distracting and how that ugly drawing couldn't have been me>.< and how the piece of paper made me " Wake up" and "Focus" and how we were the earliest to go for lunch and the earliest to leave library....... And I really hope LiYin gets well soon:( Introducing my new love, which has already made it's way up to the top position in my 'most played' playlist in my phone. Made me feel really emo.Cause it just felt that something or someone was leaving forever:( And since imeem only gives 30s... Yeah i know, the pink is really striking>.<    We waved our hands at each other, saying ‘See you again someday’, but we won’t meet anymore, right? |
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