hihi..long time no post=)
yesterday got SLF-this year's was damn da4 pai2..big white tent..guest of honours..stage..GE cosplay..booths..i was suppose to tend to 2 booths yesterday..amaths n eng..but i was running about with wei lin collecting stamps..going fine in the beginning..den played ball in the pe dept..kanna hit ..not pain..but my day started to downturn from there..kanna hit by the rocket...it was a science booth near the pe dept..weng lok was "forced to play' the rocket cuz dion n group said:if u play den we wont call u kim seng le..lolx..(ask me if u 1 2 noe wad the ks thing is about)den she got wet..den i played the pe thing..den i stupid stupid stand under the tree..den the rocket gang1 gang1 hao3 shoot my direction..n hit my shoulder..RAH!!pain..den go chem lab..saw most of the TG there..making glass beads...i tried..2x..all turned out like shit..hmmmph..den i 1 2 testing which 1 not hot le ..den i feel both -1st 1 not hot..2nd 1 damn hot!!burnt my finger n thumb(didnt notice the finger also burnt until in the bus)DAMN STING!!pain!!and doing wad amanda always do-cry..dammit..i shall write a book next time..title-100 reasons why amanda SHoULD NOT cry..i soooo hate myself for crying..the lab cher help me put cream on my thumb..weng lok n her fren was like helping me "ease my pain"..he lent me the liquid nitrogen balloon..thx all for concern..emo the whole day..dammit..go collect balloon(i finished 10 stamps le)i got blue 1..den go back to a maths booth..emo again..-_-'''thx all for concern again..play da4 lao3 er4 and read my book...den balloon burst=(arhh..forget it..i already knew i wud be unlucky..den go home with yl n by..show mum burnt finger..n started crying again..haiz..den dinner..saw a nice pearl in oyster keychain in comics collection..now doesn't that remind u of any1??
woke up with triple eyelid on my left eye today...-_-'''rah!!today is teachers' day!!!i feel so cheapskate this year..red pens..cuz not enough funds..shared with alcie this year..i think the cards are nice..(i mean ,obviously..done by me ma..)kk..so ran around the sch to give tchers..take photo with miss boey..meaningful powerpoint..=)youtube-lil boy trying to pronounce blood properly..lolx..den go 3r3..serene missed out my name on ruishan's bday present..=(tc's great idea of going to her hse to watch movie was smashed..=(I WANT TO PLAY WITH CHEYENNE!!!(dunno the spelling)den go tmart eat with usual TG..played cards..lolx..den saw 3r4 guys and they were like "hi amanda!!!"den go mac (tc 1 2 buy icecream)saw them again-_-'''all the hi-ing again..den after buy finsh ice-cream den go out..saw them again..i tot i could just sneak pass them..den tc suddenly call out"bye amanda!!!"den they noticed n started bye-ing again!!!RAH!!! tc n yl!!!den take bus go home..finished my eng hw le..many more to go!!!!ARH!!!! sianx..
next week still must go sch ..mon to thurs-maths remedial..fri n sat -cca (i think)..RAR!!
welcome hellidays again...i am sooooo happy *sarcastic tone
dats all.. going out dinner with 6.1 later..wonder how many people will go..haiz..
bb..for today..running late le..
yesterday
co meeting 1hr!!-_-''LEAPS...oh well thx mr lee..lolx
tmall-grateful to serene for escorting me over to cs..
take neoprints with fm they all-1st machine pictures were damn nice..although the machine lag lag 1..damn machine-pis came out like shit..bad quality..oh well..treat it as the faded effect ba..
sorry for making yl,by,winn,ml,serene wait at foodcourt for me..
grateful to all of the above for buying food for me
bought nice thing for a nice some1..
minitoons -serving sotongs with mushroom..any1 care to have dinner with me..i specially invite by n winn=P
popular-find wally!!lolx..notice we love doing that ..A LOT..completed book 1 to 5 le..
go home-chiong hw..but still cannot finish..haiz..
today
dazu-1st half in cd shelter..2nd half zr (includes yt obviously)and lq go cd shelter the upstairs de volleyball court lian...den rain..all chiong back in..den went out again to benches near the carpark to lian4 performance song..use dazu time bcuz next week hard to have practice date..cuz it wud not be fair to me if they put the toopid practice on mon..i mean i have poa test the next day..so if prac on mon den my poa die..den they dun wanna put on thurs cuz fri got geog test..so if they really wanna put on mon..wudn't be fair to me..treat all subjects equally..den think poa den can bully hor..
chiong home..bathe n eat lunch den sit bus to sch busstop to meet xt n alcie..meeting time-1.30pm..me-1.29pm=)den wait v long for the bus..go wl hse do pe project..RAH!!y is there even such thing as pe project??!!@ wl hse..played o2jam..sing songs..me dao3 luan4 the song by singing high when im not supposed to n singing base at wierd times..pe project actually quite easy to plan ..lolx..finish liao..den continue playing o2jam-i play couple mode with weilin..i took the easier keys..lolx..den go home with xt..while the rest exclude the 2 wl(s) go felicia hse play mahjong..lolx..
home now..chiong finish remaining hw..tried to start poa revision..but somehow nth gets in..too tired ba...last nite slept at almost 12 den wake up at bout 7 this morning..yawns..so decided to come play com!!
all fer today..byeeeeeee..........
Wheeeeee...test-free... for now.
i seriously nth to blog..
i get my inspiration when i'm upset or angry..which i am not. for now.
i feel quite sad..that when i go my frenz blog tag..they dun even bother coming here to tag abit..
feel left out lately..like im an extra..an outing doesnt feel like an outing anymore..
past few days-thursday,friday,sat,sunday have been spent like i dunno wad-nver used to be in my dictionary to stay at home on sundays-wanna go ah ma hse play de...
bday presents-it was not my habit to buy them for any1..ask wen yi ..i feel quite sad that i've nver realli given her anything from wad i recall..so sorry if i was a 'miserable stinge'..its not my money to spend..i feel bad spending excessively...
i'm making a great fuss about my table n chair=)
i feel complicated inside...like lots of machineries whirling inside...and my poor brain is only 256mb..Rah!!
i think too much..sometimes..i dun seem to care..but actually i do..learnt to think in others shoes this year..
i hate it when i have already gotten quite low marks den pple still down there xing4 zai1 le4 huo4.."yes!!i win amanda!!" totally hate it..sorry if i did that to u..but to wad i noe..dis year i have already changed..i dun think i did dat anymore..
read finish harry potter 7 le..me loves luna lovegood=)=)nice character..cute ending..but..harry's family tree goes like this..james n lily->harry..marries ginny->james,albus severus and lily..lolx..teddy lupins..cute name..book 1 made neville seem useless but in book 7 he become professor in hogwarts..cool..hermione n ron-> rose n i forgot who...harry potter de books rock!!
jia you for zr..n zr performances..and the wierd wierd song..
i'm sick n tired of feeling useless n lousy 4 myself for the last 2 years..gonna chiong!!hate feeling useless...will definately work hard for everything..n there's nth u can do to stop me..=)chiong all the way!!!Wheee!!!
new day..new tmr..fire away!!

*btw ..im not sad..=)
right hand pain today..since morning...
mum say..if i apply oil n still dun recover den she gonna take me to chinese doctor..
can anyone imagine wad will happen..CRACK!! *shudders..
pray for me...pray that i'll be ok..so dat ii dun have to hear a loud CRACK!!k?

Welcome to my life -simple plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
Welcome to my life


yeah..sometimes this is how i feel...cant help it!!found the lyrics meaningful ( ms zahra show us de..den i go find lor..)
lunch with by n tc n ml..gossips..den ml n tc go back 4 sc meeting..by n me continue gossiping..sianx..nid to wait 4 yl to sms wad food she n gb 1..saw bc n r7 galz..den tl n gang purposely walks over to suan us.."i tot always 4 people de..y only got 2 pple?"by-speechless..me-we like ma..cannot meh?..i feel like whacking them...grrr..da bao food 4 yl n gb..den walk back to sch..wait 4 yl to eat finish..goes 4 cca...sees lc outside classroom..pointing at her watcH..OI..NOW WAD TIME LE HUH...yl-oh i got el test..*lc directs attention to me..me-wait for her to eat finish..den we walk off...lian4 qin1..hand aching like hell..*sniff...comes back home..do hw..on com..n here i am...

tired le..bb..