hello peeps=)

We got the draft postings for jc and poly..yay!!2 pages..but i can't go into tjc with my current(haven minus hcl and cca)score..=(nver mind..i shall work harder and do better..

Today, we did hmt specimen paper 2.gaaa~almost could not finish..then again, we started later, so we passed up the paper 10 mins earlier><

bird-shit phobia..any1 with me??

After recess, we did the big cleanup=)thankfully, there was no need to touch soap=) Then we attended mr chua's farewell party in our "hall". (or what they called a hall)The speeches were not as boring as i had expected.(some parts were even meaningful)Performance was so so..the 1st song co played-golden snake crazy dance(in direct translation)reminded me of those sec 1 days, where we stayed back after school till 6, cuz practice started at 4-.-2nd song, i have not learnt before, but looks easy=)but sadly, we could not see the video cuz it was too bright.And wads up with hat song repeating like 8 times??i used to like that song alot but the repetition totally ruined my impression of that song, so much that i became totally imuned to it n was able to control my laughter(that happens rarely=P)

I miss the good old days where we had fun and did ridiculous stuff(like joining the supposed chess club in hopes to get some cca points while wasting the afternoon ,slacking away=p)and was not as stressed as this..mugger mode-.-

Hot day ehh?? immediately poured a mug of coke for myself when i went home(which also happens rarely=P)

As i am trying to make sense of the world, the world is trying to make sense of me.All the compre passages we did today, made perfect sense to me, especially the one about the gap betwwen people and people getting wider due to technology.(since i DO go online and talk crap with people from around the world)Also, the passages yesterday,especially 匆匆 , really got me thinking.i have decided that i will NOT daydream le..-.-wasting time staring into space, letting the mind idle.XD There's still the passage cher gave today, the one on 黄昏的男孩 or smth like that(finished le) truly reflected the harshness of society.What's happening to us??*sighs

I'm so happy to learn that besides me, pple like yeeling also talks ro herself all the time.I feel that there are 2 voices in my head,1 telling me to anyhow zham3 since gonna fail le, the other cancelling out the 1st voice and telling me to do my best and stop listening to that other voice. Thats how im always weighing the pros and cons, wanting to choose the BEST for myself, and always taking so long to make 1 stupid decision like should i wash my face with cleanser tonight?-.-'''or should i eat ice-cream?should i eat lunch with my friends? should i go mardi gra(on the day of the sale of the tickets)should i go prom? Why am i always so damn indecisive??!!zzz..

Nver mind, i have made the decision that i SHALL go bowling tmr=D yay!! Have been spending too much for my like-ing lately..RAH!!>< Will cut down...

Suddenly liked blogging and blog-hopping..*boing
maybe it's because i'm reaching my 100th post?? this blog has been functioning since sec1 and a half and i haven even hit the 100th post??What is this??!!RAH!!Suddenly, i wanna retain all those memories of my daily life, no matter how small the details.I've missed out far too much..
Forgetting the most crucial details of my everyday life, those laughter, those days..And filling my memory space with study and study..
I wanna take photos with everyone, so that i won't forget your faces and the smiles u brought me..I didn't know how to smile before, it was till i met all of you-u, u n u..before i actually could laugh...and then cry(cuz the tear glands got activated-.-''')

I loved how you made me laugh when i did not even want to smile=)


So, how was it?? just when u thought u knew me, you found out that there was more to this girl whose academic was above average.(haiz..lvl position sure drop like crazy de...)This girl whose thoughts are super complex, whirling like crazy inside her mind=)

Yikes!!Such a long post..thou shall watch my anime now=)hee hee=)

tata=)