Ciaossu.
I was thinking of some stuff so i'll just leave them here.
If you disagree, i don't care!^^
Nah, just tag(:


When i don't like what you say,
i mustn't say it out.

When i don't like what you give,
i can't say anything or it'll hurt your feelings.

When i don't get it,
i must pretend that i makes sense.

When i'm not happy,
i must pretend that i am.

When i like someone,
i must pretend that i dont.
or vice versa.


How often do we show who we really are?
How often are we concealed behind the mask of lies.


Everything is twisted to suit the thinking of the mass.
If people don't like this, i must not say this.
Or I'll be left out by the group.


Isn't it like that most of the time?
To do or say something just to be accepted by the mass?
Is that what you really want?
No, it's probably not want you want
But too bad, it's been like that all along.
Say something they don't accept and people will start looking at you in a weird light.


Some things we cannot say.
Or we'll be too "straightforward" or "not tactful" with other people's feelings.
Right?
And then we start 'beautifying' the words again.


People work towards their aims.
And behind their aims lie their ulterior motives.
Often leaving many others hurt in the process.
Physically.
or Mentally.
Say, bank robbers who rob for money and shoot people in the process.
Or were you just making use of me.


Are our concerns really real?
Or are they just a false appearance to show our "sweet n understanding" side.
Like say,
i had a nasty fall which resulted in a bad scratch on my knee.
I want to cry(But cannot, or people will think of me as crybaby but won't say in the face ,DUH)
People ask " Are you okay?"
I want to say "Duh no!"(But cannot,must say 'yes' or others will worry)
(or do they even bother asking cuz it's like the most natural thing to do?idk)


That's how bootlickers and backstabbers come about right?
It's even true for gossipers.
Think of one thing, say another.
Everyone,including myself, makes this mistake.


Confusion between appearance and reality.
Even among friends.
We lie sometimes, right?
Truth.
Or what was meant to be.
Do they even consider our feelings?
OR maybe they did.
Too much.
Lies.
And lies after lies to cover it up.


Who is really true to me ?
I can feel.
I know i shouldn't doubt.
But...


I'm confused.
By myself.
I can't help but doubting everyone,even myself.
Weird post=.=
Nah, stop confusing myself.
Though it does makes sense.


I'm becoming abit cynical, aren't i.


Cheats,bluff,reality,appearance...


I hate waiting for smses/phone calls.
Is this a prank?



Cheat my feelings ,
and i'll make sure u'll never get to do so ever again.
*evil laughter*
NAH, i'm not that mean, but u can try if you're tired of living.


Anyway,
I feel that when 1 is angry, one shouldn't vent his/her frustrations on others.
Affects the mood.
Pisses everyone off.
Mutual communication is key.
I don't like wars.
I don't like people getting hurt.
Stop killing!!RAH!
Go away!


Sorry for the random post.
I think,
I'm thinking too cheem for my age=.=
Haiz...
Thinking too much again:(

The new TV's here!!(:


Okay that's all for today.
Tata.

Btw, christmas's over.
Go away, Last Christmas!(:

Damn, i'm still confused.