Yo peeps!(:

It's new year's eve today.
The last day of the year.
So here's my last post for the year(:

GoodBye 2008!!(:

The year goes, but the memories spent with everyone will forever be carved deep inside my heart.

Special Thanks to:

MY FAMILY<3
Dad,Mum,Sis,my cuzzies ...

TG<3
BaoYi,BeeCheng,Christine,Denise,Geraldine,Meiling,RuiShan,Serene,Theresa,Winnie,YeeLing!

4R4'08<3
WengLok,Weilin,FangMin,Felicia,XueTing and Alcie(who is MIA most of the timeXD) and the rest of the class!(:
Best class 4ever(:

ZhongRuan<3 Nicolette,YanTing,XueTing,Joyce,YL,QiuYin,Claire,Lindsay,XinYi,KimLi,QiuPing,WeiLing and my beloved sec1 juniors...(esp LiJean who likes to ermm.. poke me><)

Bestie from Pri sch<3
WenYi(:

My Kazoku and online friends<3

And not forgetting our teachers who have taught me much these 2 years(:

You people make my 2008 whole!(:

Those memories, of fun, of teaching, of learning, of doodling, of crapping and lame-ing, of being afraid, of trying, of falling and getting up again, of being sick(and speading to my classmatesxD), of gossiping(glupXP), of shopping, of name-calling, of pissing everyone off, of TYS-ing, of looking-forteacher-after-lesson-ing, of playing,of emo-ing, of feeling left out, of high-ing,of laughter, joy and tears...

Ngee Ann Sec Sch,4r4'08 classroom(which kindof stinks,especially after PE=P),CD shelter,Tmart,Tmall,ECP...

Leaving our footprints there...

Welcome 2009!!(:
May 2009 be better than 2008!(:

Saving my New Year resolutions for tmr(:

I wanna be the first to wish you Happy New Year'09(:

I wanna go out and countdown!! RAH!No atmosphere here!!RAH!

And downtown east is just opposite.Feeling so tempted to just walk across=.=

Tata for this year..

Seeya next year!!(:

Ciaossu.

YESTERDAY
Went suntec.
Twilight movie with meiling,baoyi,yeeling.
Romance become comedy le larh!!=.=
How dare they POWDER his face to try to make his skin look beautiful as in the book!grrr=.=
Didn't even powder properly somemore..zzz...
I liked the forest part the best(:(:(:
The effects were pretty cool(:

Shopped abit, though i couldn't really find anything i liked.

Sakae sushi!(:
With all mentioned above + serene and winnie.
I find that place rather lousy.
Automated ordering machine spoil for our table.
Flavours for ice cream left with peach ONLY=.=
Stuffed myself till i couldn't eat anymore.
SOMEMANYPEOPLE still tried to choke me while i was eating tako yaki=.=
What eyeball..GRRR~
Enjoyed myself though i was dead tired n absolutely bloated.
Didn't eat dinner that night(:

TODAY
Endured 2/3 hours of CO debrief.
Lunched at Tmart.
Went to winn's house to do jigsaw puzzle.
Though purple is my favourite coulour...
I can't stand looking at SO MUCH purple jigsaw pieces.
I couldn't really help much:(
The pic's half complete(:(:(: YAY!

Hmmmm.. i realised that when u blog about your life, no one tags much.
But when u start blogging about some weird topic, the tagbord is flooded.
LOL(:(:(:

Katekyo Hitman Reborn!(:
I wish they would upload faster...

Changed blog song(:
Like finally~~(:

This is probably my second last post for the year.
Fast ehhh..
Time flies!!like house-flies(:

How much time do i have left?
To dream of you.

That's all for today(:
Tata!

You were innocent,till i prove you guilty
Even though it kills me,the truth is better then the lie
No going back, i've reached my final verdict
You had my heart and hurt it,but i won't let you see me cry

Ciaossu.
I was thinking of some stuff so i'll just leave them here.
If you disagree, i don't care!^^
Nah, just tag(:


When i don't like what you say,
i mustn't say it out.

When i don't like what you give,
i can't say anything or it'll hurt your feelings.

When i don't get it,
i must pretend that i makes sense.

When i'm not happy,
i must pretend that i am.

When i like someone,
i must pretend that i dont.
or vice versa.


How often do we show who we really are?
How often are we concealed behind the mask of lies.


Everything is twisted to suit the thinking of the mass.
If people don't like this, i must not say this.
Or I'll be left out by the group.


Isn't it like that most of the time?
To do or say something just to be accepted by the mass?
Is that what you really want?
No, it's probably not want you want
But too bad, it's been like that all along.
Say something they don't accept and people will start looking at you in a weird light.


Some things we cannot say.
Or we'll be too "straightforward" or "not tactful" with other people's feelings.
Right?
And then we start 'beautifying' the words again.


People work towards their aims.
And behind their aims lie their ulterior motives.
Often leaving many others hurt in the process.
Physically.
or Mentally.
Say, bank robbers who rob for money and shoot people in the process.
Or were you just making use of me.


Are our concerns really real?
Or are they just a false appearance to show our "sweet n understanding" side.
Like say,
i had a nasty fall which resulted in a bad scratch on my knee.
I want to cry(But cannot, or people will think of me as crybaby but won't say in the face ,DUH)
People ask " Are you okay?"
I want to say "Duh no!"(But cannot,must say 'yes' or others will worry)
(or do they even bother asking cuz it's like the most natural thing to do?idk)


That's how bootlickers and backstabbers come about right?
It's even true for gossipers.
Think of one thing, say another.
Everyone,including myself, makes this mistake.


Confusion between appearance and reality.
Even among friends.
We lie sometimes, right?
Truth.
Or what was meant to be.
Do they even consider our feelings?
OR maybe they did.
Too much.
Lies.
And lies after lies to cover it up.


Who is really true to me ?
I can feel.
I know i shouldn't doubt.
But...


I'm confused.
By myself.
I can't help but doubting everyone,even myself.
Weird post=.=
Nah, stop confusing myself.
Though it does makes sense.


I'm becoming abit cynical, aren't i.


Cheats,bluff,reality,appearance...


I hate waiting for smses/phone calls.
Is this a prank?



Cheat my feelings ,
and i'll make sure u'll never get to do so ever again.
*evil laughter*
NAH, i'm not that mean, but u can try if you're tired of living.


Anyway,
I feel that when 1 is angry, one shouldn't vent his/her frustrations on others.
Affects the mood.
Pisses everyone off.
Mutual communication is key.
I don't like wars.
I don't like people getting hurt.
Stop killing!!RAH!
Go away!


Sorry for the random post.
I think,
I'm thinking too cheem for my age=.=
Haiz...
Thinking too much again:(

The new TV's here!!(:


Okay that's all for today.
Tata.

Btw, christmas's over.
Go away, Last Christmas!(:

Damn, i'm still confused.
Ciaossu!!
Abit pissed with the inefficiency of blogger.
Enjoy the photos(:
I took hours trying to load them in blogger.
So there.