Saturday, April 04, 2009 7:58:00 AM
Hello.
School's getting more tiring.
Stayed up till 2am to rush out thePI.
And still screwed it the next day.
Not blaming anyone, just angry at myself.
Sorry for the scare.
Blame on the overactive tear gland, yet again.
The effect of having him in my team didn't kick in that day, but it's starting to get to me now.
Lol. GO TEAM!(:
That incident got me thinking.
Why am i so inefficient, so blur nowadays?
What wrong with me?
Why am i screwing up every single freaking thing?
Why can't i even do mole concept anymore?Like so wadever._.
Horrible mood swings:(
I MUST IMPROVE.
That's the ONLY way for survival.
And stop procrastinaing.
And stop thinking of handing up shoddy work just for appeasing the teachers.
And stop drifting off to lalaland during lectures.
Why do we always complain we have no time after we waste all our free time doing our whatsoevers?
Freaking emo nowadays.
Some smiles are fake.
Some laughter's fake too.
That 1's easy to tell.
It's the super uneasy one.Haha(:
But then again, some are true.
And brimming from my heart(:
Like when i say HI to everyone enthusistically.That's real.
Like enjoying guitar pracs. Mr Lonely!(:
Yay to guitar badge!!!!!!!!!!(:
And crapping with my nice nice classmates and friends.
Or singing with Brenda. lol(:
Or doing sai gang during student official duties and enjoying it(:
I love my fellow competitor stewards!!(:
And running off to play captain's ball with 14/09 after duty(:
Damn fun!!(:
She's stressed and switching class.
Major decision.
Hate to see her so emo:(
JYJY Mel!(:
And everyone who's stressed out and mugging/ chionging for SYF and looking at people's 'face colour' everyday.
Chicken feathers *ahem>.<
Tata!!(:
And it's Ashlyn's fault i got addicted to this song.
Fallin Out - Keyshia ColeSometimes I feel like there's no getting thru to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do.
You gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn & walk away
My name is
Amanda.
I am currently
20, and will be 1 year older this
23 Nov.
I was from
TJC, but am currently studying in
NUS FASS
Be Happy,smile always, and spread the joy(:
Stay in good health
Be herself(:
Strive towards the best for everything
Be patient towards friends and family
Make new friends but don't forget the old!(:
A new camera
A new polaroid camera
A pair of new track/running shoes
A pair of new glasses
CAP 5.0 this Sem
To run a 10km marathon by graduation
To see snow
To be able to fly to Japan and Europe soon
For personal improvement
For a better future
:D